Today, I feel a bit okay. I am not alone but less people around me. I am trying my best not to be angry or irritated. I am like a ticking bomb, once I get mad I cannot control it. All the negative feelings come in, like a monster being unleashed.
To be honest, I have a lot of hang up as a kid. My mom who I love is one person that can really make me angry and sad. Many things that she will say and do that will make me feel that I am not enough, that she does not love me as much as I can see her Love for others. Is this a normal feeling as a child? I am really not a child anymore but I will always feel that I need my moms Love and when I do not feel it, it makes me so angry and sad.
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