Better Alone

Today, I am eating lunch alone. I am waiting a theater play in a bit, Sweedy Todd.
Sometimes being alone makes me peaceful. I do not think much of anyone, feels like floating in the black hole. Nothing much matters, just you and your thoughts.

When I was young I do not want to be alone because I am always alone. I feel sad not being with anyone. It's like I needed that warmth from someone. I cannot eat by myself or go somone alone. It felt stupid, it felt lonely.

Now that I am always surrounded people, always! I now seek for my alone time. Like now, I do not need to talk to anyone. I am just writing this which makes me feel like I am talking to myself.

Lunch is good, my favorite Salmon sanwich.

Write later, I am excited about the play.

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